Training: 2 Miles (Tempo/Hills: Lots of Knee Pain)
Last night I had a strange dream that seemed as though it spanned across my entire nights sleep. I dreamt that it was race day for the Tely 10 that I'm currently training for, but instead of a 10 mile race it was actually a full marathon. In my dream I had a half an hour until race start and I couldn't find my favorite running shorts, I couldn't properly explain to my boyfriend how and when to mix my Nuun for when I ran past him during the race, couldn't find my luna bar, hadn't slept and I was extremely under trained. I arrived at the start after the race had begun and I was way behind that pack trying to catch up, super fatigued and panic stricken. What a nightmare.
I woke up in the middle of the night and my chest was tight and I felt such anxiety. This morning Hughie (the boyfriend) told me he thought I was running in my sleep!
The truth is I think this dream was simply a reflection of the anxiety that i'm currently feeling. May was a crazy month and I should have been training much harder and consistently than I was, for this reason I have been fairly stressed about being ready for my race.
I keep thinking how disappointed i'll be if I don't beat last years time. It's such a silly thought that's interfering with just enjoying my runs. I need to just relax and not worry about a new PR.
Friday evening Hughie and I enjoyed some delicious Indian food at our favorite local restaurant 'International Flavors'. It is a restaurant owned by the sweetest 'take no crap' lady who cooks just one meal, the most amazing one meal mind you. :)
Today was the first sunny and warm day that we've had in a while so the boyfriend and I took advantage of it by spending the afternoon in the park, we picked up some subway and ate it in the sun!
I became quite fond of this little guy, just so handsome, hehe!
Pictures courtesy of the mister
While at the park I also discovered an old/new (to me) trail that I can't wait to run/bike on!